Things I discovered about me in a week.

1. I want to act in a movie.
2. I love long, thick hair..
3. I cry a lot…
4. I have terrible mood swings..
5. I love eating sour stuff.
6.25. Now I sound like I’m pregnant..
6.7 I love my laptop.
7. I have weird friends.. But I still love them loads~
8. Almost all of my friends are very emo.
9. I want to act in a movie.
10. I WANT TO ACT IN A MOVIE
11. Wishes don’t always come true. But if I want something hard enough, it almost always come true.
12. I SERIOUSLY WANT TO ACT IN A MOVIE!
13. oh.. i’m skipping this.
14. I’m superstitious.. Just a teensy bit.
15. I believe everything is already planned.
16. No, wait. I’M CONVINCED EVERYTHING IS ALREADY PLANNED.
17. I am VAIN..
18. I look into the mirror and go “WOW”.
19. On my bad days, I look into the mirror and say “Mmm.. Not bad”.
20. I LOVE LOOKING AT ALL THINGS PRETTY. (girls included.. wait.. scratch that. ESPECIALLY GIRLS)
21. I find out new things everyday..
22. I sometimes have my blonde moments..
23. I’M A HUGE ASS DRAMAQUEEN! (many can vouch for this)
24. I’m lucky. VERY… especially in gambling..
25. I’m lucky. In a more serious sense.

The last TGIF

Yesterday was our CSS’s last prayer meet for the semester.. finals are drawing nearer and the joy of returning home is evident in everyone’s faces.

One of the activity that I absolutely loved was “Hot Shouts and Cold whispers”. Hot shouts are constructive criticisms from your friends and Cold whispers are the good things that people like about you. This is all anonymous. So you never know, it might be one of your own friends who just said “you’re sometimes too blunt” or a new face who wrote ” you’re stylish and fashionable.. I love your voice”. Yeah~ I got both of that. haha!

The ones I actually love receiving is Hot shouts because criticisms are what shape you. I hear so much of ” oh, you’re cute” or maybe “You’re pretty” but sometimes, these comments aren’t REAL. When someone tells you that “you talk too much” or “You’re too cheerful” (erm.. I don’t get this one..), that’s when it really hits the spot and you realise things that you never noticed before.

The one I really agreed on.. and Brian, for that matter, is “Sometimes, you’re unsure of yourself”. I really am undecisive.. and maybe a little low on the self esteem part.. However, I’m trying my best to make decisions on my own now. I could never decide the little things like what to wear today.. or whether to have that chocolate cake with ice cream and hot chocolate sauce and fudge for dessert, or the big problems like… hmm.. Maybe I won’t tell you what I can’t decide on.. Private matters concerning my own life.

Anyway, another memorable thing that we did was just singing our hearts out. There’s this guy, Harold, I think, who plays the guitar and is AWESOME. He played some songs and Calvin and I sang our hearts to the fullest. In the end, a few others joined in.. and I loved that moment. I loved how we were one, and how everyone was enjoying themselves.

We closed the meet with a closing prayer from Tania, and our MUST, a group hug. Imagine a group hug with over 25 people.. and I absolutely loved it.

And the surprise, a mamak session at Ameeth with the Css members.

 

I hope we keep in touch.. and we’ll see each other next semester when we come back.
I love you guys.